I just finally, after all this time, this very moment, found out what "amenable" means. HAHHAHAH! I am the master.
I wanted to say thanks, though.
For those of you not-in-the-know, I have received loads of good advice today, mostly around my lunch time, and now am in the best mood that I have been in in quite some time. I feel more at peace with, well, everything. The little bit of the spark I used to have (the one that might have made L. cringe when we were walking around downtown financial district Toronto late at night and I decided that that moment was the best time to belt out some good old musical numbers) feels like it is resurfacing. It had been gone for ... well, since I don't know when.
I am to do what I WANT to do, not what I feel like I SHOULD do. Mmmmmmhmmmmm.
P.S. I just overheard someone in the office say, "No, colour, c-o-l-o-r." And the funny part is that the Americans think that they are spelling it correctly! Heeeeeee!